Where I Have Come

The purpose of this blog is to formally address my friends, family and readers in regards to where it is I have come as a result of the fascinating 'revelations' I and others have found through YellowRoseforTexas YouTube channel.

I found "The Lie NASA Told: Imminent Demise of the NWO" video back in May of this year and have found the Rabbit Hole to be anything but shallow.  I must admit, I do not fully understand all of the details concerning the 'pour', the 'leap' or the Law of One, but I can say that as a result of finding the information Yellow Rose (Rose) brings to the fold, my ENTIRE perspective has shifted. Tremendously.

At this time, I find it prudent to publicly affirm that since Rose's information is so fantastic, in that it deals with a topic not many are familiar with (Occult/Esoteric), a certain 'leap of faith' is required on my part to embrace what she provides as factual. The subsequent step is assimilating those 'facts' into my existing belief structure.  The entire process can be considered part of my 'awakening.' In fact, I do feel that it may very well be one of the last milestones prior to becoming fully awakened.

An aside to the forthcoming comments regarding where I come to find myself currently:

My spiritual progression could not have been possible these past crucial years without my eternally patient partner.  Jewfo, you've been the only light I've allowed in during this 'dark night of my soul.' We have each other, our home, our children and our Bunny Bear as a testament to the wonders, majesty and the power that is Love.

And where would I be without my family?!? I cannot help but feel that a considerable debt is owed to those brave souls who chose to journey with me as part of my family.  In my fear and confusion, I've managed to kick up an unholy amount of dust in what should be sacred space.  I've defiled relationships in ignorance and must confess, my distance and silence have often been the best gifts I could give them over the last decade or so.  Any attempt to rediscover, rekindle or otherwise mend these relationships usually ends in a belligerent display of anger on my part.  I claim full responsibility for allowing weeds into our garden.

Onward we go:

The 'veil' began to lift for me through my experimentation with psychedelic substances.  Anyone who has experimented with magic mushrooms, LSD or any other hallucinogen can testify to the profoundness of experience during those altered states.  I was no different, however, today the ingesting of a substance has been replaced with the consumption of content and/or information.

It was a gradual progression, but I knew around 27 (I'm now 34) that my physical or bodily patterns needed to change in order for real progress to begin.  Spiritual progress.

I enlisted in Alcoholics Anonymous and got sober for two and half years and met the mother of my children.  A beautiful love story I can assure you, but suffice it to say that my spiritual growth the past five years has often come, unintentionally, at her expense one way or another.  My preference would have been to go it alone, if only to spare her the sadness at times, but I have come to understand that Dani has been THE MOST CRITICAL aspect of my awakening to truth.  Without her, I know I would have been lost to the void.

I left AA for numerous reasons, but mostly because of the resonance factor.  My drinking was an effect or symptom of a greater cause or disease, and it wasn't alcoholism. I am reminded of Neo's encounter with Morpheus where he is shown what the Matrix is.  In my reality, I have come to discover that my spirit had become ill. And nowhere, AA included, was addressing the malady from which I, and dare I say most ALL of us suffer.  The malady is simple.  It is lack of truth, and the brilliance of our spirit is drastically hindered by the lack thereof.

The 'veil' continued to lift through my exposure and involvement with the Zeitgeist Movement.  If you are not familiar, there are three videos on Netflix, a website, and numerous 'chapters' throughout the planet.  To sum this portion up, the films by Peter Joseph were able to disclose certain elements of the truth of our realm (Earth) in an easily digestible format, at least for me.  Others would suggest that the Zeitgeist Movement is nothing more than a cult of conspiracy theorists.  My focus has since moved away from this particular movement for several reasons, but again, the resonance factor was a critical component when deciding to move away from this train of thought.  I still found it lacking a much more explicit detail of why and how 'the powers that be' (PTB) were so overtly and almost vengefully seeking control of everything on our planet, through a network of banking, military, and government factions all utilizing Covet Means as the locomotive force behind their acquisition (rather, usurpation) of all seats of power in every institution, religion, corporation, and government.

I kept searching and along the way came into contact with rumors of Reptilians, Greys, and other negative entities (aliens) who were said to be ruling our planet through various means, not limited to but including advanced technology, a very concise understanding of the Occult and Esoteric, and even possession of human bodies (vehicles), specifically those in seats of power.  The blessing of an open mind allowed me to continue searching for more information along these lines, ultimately leading me to Rose and her YouTube channel.

The account above is a rather brief detail of some of the highlights of my awakening.  Little did I know what lay in store for me as 2013 came to an end and 2014 began.  The next entry will discuss my exposure to Rose's information, the subsequent shift in my consciousness, and a detailed narrative of MY understanding of the information as it resonates within me.