First, I would like to extend a gesture of kindness to both Mitt Romney and Barack Obama. While I do not pretend to support either the Republican or Democratic Parties' platforms, at this hour, mutual respect does not escape me.
Gentlemen, a Brave New World is within Man's grasp. I question not how you both rose to power, but rather, how you both intend to use that power for, not only America's future, but the future of our shared Mother, Earth/Terra/Gaia.
I have chosen to filter a vast spectrum of information found on the Internet. I am certain you both are aware of how this medium of media has painted you. I have your collective rhetoric and actions to gauge the burden of truth by. At this juncture, you both bode very poorly.
I can qualify my current assessment based partially on last night's debate. How disconnected are you two? Americans do not want jobs. Not in the traditional sense. We want purpose. You know, that something that our controlling governments and banking institutions worldwide have systematically stripped from Humanity, along with our creativity, honor, intellect and spirit. It is as if we have been duped into yielding our power to a foreign entity that does not have Humanity's best interests in mind.
The droning talking points you both echoed during the debate are from an obsolete ideology shortly approaching it's... time, so to speak. The writing is on the wall and inundating the Internet. Man shall know Peace at last.
But where does that leave the two of you and your ilk?
We need a leader who is unafraid to represent us Americans for who we truly are. The giants, those forefathers whose shoulders we have been standing on, must cringe with where we have steered our ship of state since its inception.
You speak about healthcare and jobs and taxes and the economy...
But as I mentioned, these things do not interest Mankind anymore. As much as the controlling factions of Earth/Terra/Gaia try and keep an oppressive fist in the face of Humanity, Man is awakening.
The two of you, however, appear to be under the same old "spell". The illusion that men still need leaders such as yourselves.
You both must be aware of Keshe, Tesla, Fresco, and a multitude of other men and women who are discussing topics concerning "Free" Energy, Vertical Farming, Sustainable Cities, etc.
Knowing what the American Public knows, through the interconnectedness that the Internet has allowed, how can the two of you stand before a Live (I actually think it was prerecorded) audience and blather on about jobs, the economy, and healthcare in the old "Dog Eat Dog" paradigm?
Last I checked, Dog was Man's best friend and, with all due respect, you both must view yourselves, your ilk, and Humanity as dogs. The way you insist upon We the People subscribing to a society of competition in the face of GLOBAL ABUNDANCE is beyond even the slow to grasp.
It never ceases to amaze me how low one is able to stoop. In case you did not get the memo, Mankind embodies amazing aspects of character and deep rooted values that stand unwavering before the likes of you both. We the People know more of the Truth than you would lend us credit for.
Speaking of credit, you both have severely overdrawn the accounts of Truth, Honesty, Integrity, Morality...
I could go on, but at this moment, the message should be clear. Quit wasting our time with echoes from yesterday. Either lead us bravely into the truth of tomorrow, or let us lead ourselves there together, hand in hand.
Honorably Yours,
JBiZ!
God, Knowledge, and pursuits of Truth. Join me in the ever shifting sands and ever changing tides of Internet information.
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Drake: Is He Pro Zionist?
In regards to this article:
http://americannationalmilitia.com/iranian-ops-in-charge-of-obamas-iran-policy-since-2009/
In light of the current Christ Vs Mohammed (PBUH) meme that has overtaken our media, our minds, and our morals, I must honestly question Drake's posting of such Pro Israel (Zionist Regime) rhetoric.
Much of this article echoes the same filth that Bibi Netanyahu is unloading. It reeks of anti Iranian propaganda.
I know that this group has shown interest in the Keshe Foundation.
http://www.keshefoundation.org/en/
Mehran Keshe is Iranian. Why in the world would Drake stand in opposition to Iran in this late hour?
We all know Drake isn't a huge fan of Obama. Can't say that I am at this point, but he has taken a hard stance against Israel (Zionist Regime). So has General Dempsey. On the GLOBAL stage no less!
While I am uncertain of Obama (and Drake's) intentions as they share their respective spotlights, I am certain of my intentions and my focus.
I seek Peace, Love, Harmony, Equality, Liberty, Forgiveness, and Freedom. (Note: Justice is missing from the list)
We have all been infected with the virus of Ego. Awareness of this is the first step in healing the affliction.
While I am loathe to point a finger, it is clear that a certain belief structure is the major crux of the Grand Illusion we call Reality.
Iran and the Muslim nation is NOT our enemy. Fear, Hate, Bigotry, and Pride are thought forms that must be fought against. The war should be directed at ideas, not nations full of people.
I question Drake's motives at this hour, in light of the linked article.
http://americannationalmilitia.com/iranian-ops-in-charge-of-obamas-iran-policy-since-2009/
In light of the current Christ Vs Mohammed (PBUH) meme that has overtaken our media, our minds, and our morals, I must honestly question Drake's posting of such Pro Israel (Zionist Regime) rhetoric.
Much of this article echoes the same filth that Bibi Netanyahu is unloading. It reeks of anti Iranian propaganda.
I know that this group has shown interest in the Keshe Foundation.
http://www.keshefoundation.org/en/
Mehran Keshe is Iranian. Why in the world would Drake stand in opposition to Iran in this late hour?
We all know Drake isn't a huge fan of Obama. Can't say that I am at this point, but he has taken a hard stance against Israel (Zionist Regime). So has General Dempsey. On the GLOBAL stage no less!
While I am uncertain of Obama (and Drake's) intentions as they share their respective spotlights, I am certain of my intentions and my focus.
I seek Peace, Love, Harmony, Equality, Liberty, Forgiveness, and Freedom. (Note: Justice is missing from the list)
We have all been infected with the virus of Ego. Awareness of this is the first step in healing the affliction.
While I am loathe to point a finger, it is clear that a certain belief structure is the major crux of the Grand Illusion we call Reality.
Iran and the Muslim nation is NOT our enemy. Fear, Hate, Bigotry, and Pride are thought forms that must be fought against. The war should be directed at ideas, not nations full of people.
I question Drake's motives at this hour, in light of the linked article.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Bleed the Dragon: War Propaganda or Call to Benevolence
NOTE: While I figure out the html issue concerning the two links in this article, I've attached them in the comments section.
While I read this:
I'd like to explore this:
My intuition tells me that these two Internet finds are related. I'll connect the dots here that seem self evident to me.
First, I have a limited foundation of knowledge which I'm drawing upon as this article is written concerning Mind Control. As I read the former linked archive, what my intuition extrapolates at this moment in time while undoubtedly become more clear, in regards as how I will henceforth attempt to relate the two links.
Upon looking over some of the section headings found at the first link, and having read the second link in its entirety early today, a most curious thought took over.
It would appear that if there is any truth to the claims made in the first link, any leader or person in a position of power or authority currently on our planet Earth/Terra/Gaia, if they are benevolently inspired to seek Truth, Justice, Liberty, Equality and Peace, my sincerest request is that they consider the possibility of being under the Mind Control mechanisms mentioned in detail at the first link of this post.
A follow up to this initial intuited connection of the links within this article will be forthcoming as I further explore The Illuminati Formula.
While I read this:
I'd like to explore this:
My intuition tells me that these two Internet finds are related. I'll connect the dots here that seem self evident to me.
First, I have a limited foundation of knowledge which I'm drawing upon as this article is written concerning Mind Control. As I read the former linked archive, what my intuition extrapolates at this moment in time while undoubtedly become more clear, in regards as how I will henceforth attempt to relate the two links.
Upon looking over some of the section headings found at the first link, and having read the second link in its entirety early today, a most curious thought took over.
It would appear that if there is any truth to the claims made in the first link, any leader or person in a position of power or authority currently on our planet Earth/Terra/Gaia, if they are benevolently inspired to seek Truth, Justice, Liberty, Equality and Peace, my sincerest request is that they consider the possibility of being under the Mind Control mechanisms mentioned in detail at the first link of this post.
A follow up to this initial intuited connection of the links within this article will be forthcoming as I further explore The Illuminati Formula.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
A Drake, a Cobra, a Duff & Global Reports of Troop Movement
I've noticed that there are heavy differences in what Drake is saying in comparison to what Gordon Duff of Veterans Today is reporting. I believe every journalist there uses their real name. Drakes, for anyone familiar with the mythical and fairy tale worlds, are dragons (reptilians?). Most could fly, but ALL of them could breathe fire (lie?).
With Drake's recent sights set on Cobra, another reference to a scaled creature (reptilian?), it is hard to say exactly what is playing out in the alternative media channels.
If you are unaware of whom I speak, there are several places to look which I will link to at the end of this article.
At this time, after having assessed the alternative headlines of the portion of the Internet I choose to filter, I'd like to point out a theory I am currently working on.
There have been endless streams of reports about bankers retiring or stepping down or resigning. A regime change in the financial realm appears to have taken place. Couple this with reports on repatriation of collateralized accounts and, at least to this writer, a climate for global troop movements would indeed exist.
If we can assume that all reported troop movements and joint ops between countries at this hour and throughout the better part of this year are true and verifiable, it stands to reason that perhaps there exists an ounce of truth surrounding the NESARA Law and the aforementioned repatriation. Here is my take on why.
If offshore accounts of precious metals, for instance, are being moved by the governments of the world, would they deploy a heavy military presence to ensure safe delivery of these items? My guess is yes.
My guess also is that the Cabal controlled media would try to instill fear in the masses by insisting troop movement is due to their plan of global dominance. Failed plan, rather.
I would also venture to say that Netanyahu is extraordinarily irked after the recent withdraw of most of the US Military forces that were to run joint ops with Israel. It appears that Netanyahu's Israel is NOT getting as big of a piece of pie as anticipated, if my theory holds water.
I have no explanation for the recent death (murder? assassination?) of Ambassador to Libya, Christopher Stevens. If he was a benevolent man, it was probably Cabal related.
I have no 'insider' information. These theories move in rapid progression in my mind once they begin to unfold. If there IS any truth to what is typed here, it is most likely due to the dissipating barrier between my conscious and OUR conscious. In other words, what one knows, all know, and vis versa.
Links will come soon. Enjoy In Light
- JBiZ!
With Drake's recent sights set on Cobra, another reference to a scaled creature (reptilian?), it is hard to say exactly what is playing out in the alternative media channels.
If you are unaware of whom I speak, there are several places to look which I will link to at the end of this article.
At this time, after having assessed the alternative headlines of the portion of the Internet I choose to filter, I'd like to point out a theory I am currently working on.
There have been endless streams of reports about bankers retiring or stepping down or resigning. A regime change in the financial realm appears to have taken place. Couple this with reports on repatriation of collateralized accounts and, at least to this writer, a climate for global troop movements would indeed exist.
If we can assume that all reported troop movements and joint ops between countries at this hour and throughout the better part of this year are true and verifiable, it stands to reason that perhaps there exists an ounce of truth surrounding the NESARA Law and the aforementioned repatriation. Here is my take on why.
If offshore accounts of precious metals, for instance, are being moved by the governments of the world, would they deploy a heavy military presence to ensure safe delivery of these items? My guess is yes.
My guess also is that the Cabal controlled media would try to instill fear in the masses by insisting troop movement is due to their plan of global dominance. Failed plan, rather.
I would also venture to say that Netanyahu is extraordinarily irked after the recent withdraw of most of the US Military forces that were to run joint ops with Israel. It appears that Netanyahu's Israel is NOT getting as big of a piece of pie as anticipated, if my theory holds water.
I have no explanation for the recent death (murder? assassination?) of Ambassador to Libya, Christopher Stevens. If he was a benevolent man, it was probably Cabal related.
I have no 'insider' information. These theories move in rapid progression in my mind once they begin to unfold. If there IS any truth to what is typed here, it is most likely due to the dissipating barrier between my conscious and OUR conscious. In other words, what one knows, all know, and vis versa.
Links will come soon. Enjoy In Light
- JBiZ!
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Waiting All Summer for the Fall
It certainly has not been as hot this summer in Austin as last. Thank Gaia! The past two days have been absolutely divine. I have been able to sit out in the sun for longer than two minutes without breaking a sweat. I wear a burly beard so, sweating in the heat is not new to me.
My saying these past two Heavenly Days has been,
"I've been waiting all Summer for the Fall."
I realized that there was a dual meaning, a double entendre, if you will. I am certainly willing. Let us journey out, shall we?
The Internet is all a buzz with information to support absolutely ANY potential timeline, positive or otherwise. Let it be known that in MY positive future, there be NO mosquitoes. That is not the only element, but it is a rather important one ;)
Returning now to what the Fall brings and how I have been waiting all Summer for it. At first, the Fall is simply Autumn. I enjoy cooler weather, breezier days,
Upon further investigation, the Fall can also conjure visions of the Cabal, as it has come to be known, and it's demise as we move into a new Era, Age, and Epoch.
At this point I am drawing on my limited knowledge of the many Mayan Cycles (calendar brings forth a foggy visual).
Many will agree that the Mayan culture did, in fact, inhabit Earth/Gaia/Terra at some point in history. The disagreements erupt between the camps when there is any mention of how the Mayans gained access to the knowledge of grand cycles, specifically ones so far outside of the scope of what a civilisation at that time 'should' have been able to conceive.
The Mayans are not alone in there vast knowledge of immense cycles of time. The Sumerians, Egyptians, the ancient Chinese, as well as a veritable cornucopia of civilisations of the past have somehow held onto the sacred knowledge of cyclical time. Or was the knowledge gifted to them?
If you are reading this, you have the same access to the Internet as I do. Now, I am not saying that EVERYTHING on the Net is true, valid, and correct, but I can say that certain elements tend to resonate at higher frequency than others, suggesting that these gems may, perhaps, possess a pearl of wisdom; a jewel of truth.
All of that to say that I am beginning to favor an Ancient Alien hypothesis. The only way for us to really ever know is for the US government to disclose or, open contact from extraterrestrials. Until then, we can argue that cave drawings, clay carvings, da Vinci's and Denver Airport murals point to the FACT of alien existence.
I am of the mind to consider that the Prime Directive is indeed in order concerning our planet. I am almost certain that if I focus enough intent on receiving confirmation of this, I just may get it.
As we move through the latter part of 2012, I cannot help but sense a certain 'coming to a head' of many aspects of our global society. Their IS a new world order on the horizon, but it is not one of control, fear, and death. It is one of freedom, liberty and life.
I stare out into the Abyss of the Unknown unafraid, for I know myself. Knowing who I am gives me hope that I will meet another I Am much like me in the grand cycles to come.
Upon further investigation, the Fall can also conjure visions of the Cabal, as it has come to be known, and it's demise as we move into a new Era, Age, and Epoch.
At this point I am drawing on my limited knowledge of the many Mayan Cycles (calendar brings forth a foggy visual).
Many will agree that the Mayan culture did, in fact, inhabit Earth/Gaia/Terra at some point in history. The disagreements erupt between the camps when there is any mention of how the Mayans gained access to the knowledge of grand cycles, specifically ones so far outside of the scope of what a civilisation at that time 'should' have been able to conceive.
The Mayans are not alone in there vast knowledge of immense cycles of time. The Sumerians, Egyptians, the ancient Chinese, as well as a veritable cornucopia of civilisations of the past have somehow held onto the sacred knowledge of cyclical time. Or was the knowledge gifted to them?
If you are reading this, you have the same access to the Internet as I do. Now, I am not saying that EVERYTHING on the Net is true, valid, and correct, but I can say that certain elements tend to resonate at higher frequency than others, suggesting that these gems may, perhaps, possess a pearl of wisdom; a jewel of truth.
All of that to say that I am beginning to favor an Ancient Alien hypothesis. The only way for us to really ever know is for the US government to disclose or, open contact from extraterrestrials. Until then, we can argue that cave drawings, clay carvings, da Vinci's and Denver Airport murals point to the FACT of alien existence.
I am of the mind to consider that the Prime Directive is indeed in order concerning our planet. I am almost certain that if I focus enough intent on receiving confirmation of this, I just may get it.
As we move through the latter part of 2012, I cannot help but sense a certain 'coming to a head' of many aspects of our global society. Their IS a new world order on the horizon, but it is not one of control, fear, and death. It is one of freedom, liberty and life.
I stare out into the Abyss of the Unknown unafraid, for I know myself. Knowing who I am gives me hope that I will meet another I Am much like me in the grand cycles to come.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Rogue Government Weather Manipulation Hopes to Upset Paul Supporters at RNC
As the Republican National Convention (RNC) approaches, so too does Tropical Storm Isaac (who names these things anyway?).
It is said to reach hurricane class by Monday. Sounds to me like covert, Black Ops weather manipulation has been perfected. And away we go!
This claim may come as brazen and bold to some, but the hope is that most of us are awakened to the point now where open minds do not escape us. Open the mind and the heart shall soon follow.
From what I can gather through the limited, albeit, extensive and exhaustive Internet searches I conduct, Ron Paul is supposedly set to have over 100,000 supporters at the RNC. His supporters come in various shades, the most disconcerting to the incumbent and GOP hopeful, Romney, being ex military, military veterans, militia types, freedom lovers, liberty supporters, gun owners, and upholders of the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, Truth, Justice, Sovereignty, ad infinitum.
I, myself, am a de facto Paul supporter, but my overall opinion of politics leaves me somewhere between a shaman and a technocrat. That is to say, I care not about the world of politics, inasmuch as it cares not about me. I'm beginning to see that, regardless of how I feel about politics, I may not be able to ignore the subject entirely for much longer.
Back to the hypothesis. Numerous volumes of research can be found concerning Obama's CIA connections, covert Military weather manipulation, and Ron Paul supporter demographics. I'm not certain if these 100,000 supporters have anything planned for the RNC, but my guess is yes, they do indeed.
Is it a military coup d'etat that has been uttered and postulated on numerous underground militia sites? I wish I could say. Having no 'Insider' connections, I stay at a loss for truth in this arena.
I am not attempting to paint anyone here as the Disney Villain for a multitude of reasons. One, since there is no way for me to know the intricate world of global politics and military maneuvers, I am only attempting to make sense of the information that I choose to filter. Two, I am no longer seeking to polarize, which only assists in further dividing ourselves from each other. As duality fades away in the coming paradigm, Good and Evil are replaced with Divine Righteousness, not to be confused with self righteousness.
Trains of thought of this nature are often met with vehement disapproval by those who can only see the illusion, the veil, the matrix. To penetrate the synthetic construct which has be erected around our physical senses, one must shut out the 'noise' associated with the senses. This truth has been eluded in numerous volumes of antiquity. The 'holy' books of Earth are full of paraboles and cryptic references to our third eye (pineal gland).
I digress...
The RNC is set for tomorrow and as I was Google Earthing yesterday, Mister Isaac appears to have been waning, NOT waxing. I could be wrong. I'll check again today.
If I'm right though, then there would appear to be something to say about the use of technology sans Spirit. No matter how many physical instruments the control faction of Earth has access to and is currently utilizing, the outcomes of using said instruments without the application of Divine Righteous Intent, or worse, with the use of malicious and malevolent intent, are subject to the Collective Will. As the Collective Will awakens to its integrity, the individual wills of our collective can focus intent on any number of potentials, influencing the outcomes of our shared experience. An example of this would be, if all of Humanity focused on developing benevolent technology with the Divine Righteous Intent to feed our whole population freely, sustainably, and perpetually, we could.
In the end, it does not matter if weather manipulating technology exists. If it is used in concert with Divine Righteous Intent, the outcome, bolstered by the Collective Will, stands more of a chance of succeeding. On the other hand, until control of these machines (technology) passes into the hands of more benevolent controllers, we (Humanity) are not without a defense. We have our Collective Will that can be activated by our combined focus on a potential outcome in the face of whatever experience we share.
Whether you believe or not, if you are a Ron Paul supporter, you may wanna focus on Isaac dissipating instead of believing it is going to cause mayhem for the RNC, especially if there really are going to be 100,000 strong in support of political change, world peace, and transparent government.
Just a thought.
It is said to reach hurricane class by Monday. Sounds to me like covert, Black Ops weather manipulation has been perfected. And away we go!
This claim may come as brazen and bold to some, but the hope is that most of us are awakened to the point now where open minds do not escape us. Open the mind and the heart shall soon follow.
From what I can gather through the limited, albeit, extensive and exhaustive Internet searches I conduct, Ron Paul is supposedly set to have over 100,000 supporters at the RNC. His supporters come in various shades, the most disconcerting to the incumbent and GOP hopeful, Romney, being ex military, military veterans, militia types, freedom lovers, liberty supporters, gun owners, and upholders of the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, Truth, Justice, Sovereignty, ad infinitum.
I, myself, am a de facto Paul supporter, but my overall opinion of politics leaves me somewhere between a shaman and a technocrat. That is to say, I care not about the world of politics, inasmuch as it cares not about me. I'm beginning to see that, regardless of how I feel about politics, I may not be able to ignore the subject entirely for much longer.
Back to the hypothesis. Numerous volumes of research can be found concerning Obama's CIA connections, covert Military weather manipulation, and Ron Paul supporter demographics. I'm not certain if these 100,000 supporters have anything planned for the RNC, but my guess is yes, they do indeed.
Is it a military coup d'etat that has been uttered and postulated on numerous underground militia sites? I wish I could say. Having no 'Insider' connections, I stay at a loss for truth in this arena.
I am not attempting to paint anyone here as the Disney Villain for a multitude of reasons. One, since there is no way for me to know the intricate world of global politics and military maneuvers, I am only attempting to make sense of the information that I choose to filter. Two, I am no longer seeking to polarize, which only assists in further dividing ourselves from each other. As duality fades away in the coming paradigm, Good and Evil are replaced with Divine Righteousness, not to be confused with self righteousness.
Trains of thought of this nature are often met with vehement disapproval by those who can only see the illusion, the veil, the matrix. To penetrate the synthetic construct which has be erected around our physical senses, one must shut out the 'noise' associated with the senses. This truth has been eluded in numerous volumes of antiquity. The 'holy' books of Earth are full of paraboles and cryptic references to our third eye (pineal gland).
I digress...
The RNC is set for tomorrow and as I was Google Earthing yesterday, Mister Isaac appears to have been waning, NOT waxing. I could be wrong. I'll check again today.
If I'm right though, then there would appear to be something to say about the use of technology sans Spirit. No matter how many physical instruments the control faction of Earth has access to and is currently utilizing, the outcomes of using said instruments without the application of Divine Righteous Intent, or worse, with the use of malicious and malevolent intent, are subject to the Collective Will. As the Collective Will awakens to its integrity, the individual wills of our collective can focus intent on any number of potentials, influencing the outcomes of our shared experience. An example of this would be, if all of Humanity focused on developing benevolent technology with the Divine Righteous Intent to feed our whole population freely, sustainably, and perpetually, we could.
In the end, it does not matter if weather manipulating technology exists. If it is used in concert with Divine Righteous Intent, the outcome, bolstered by the Collective Will, stands more of a chance of succeeding. On the other hand, until control of these machines (technology) passes into the hands of more benevolent controllers, we (Humanity) are not without a defense. We have our Collective Will that can be activated by our combined focus on a potential outcome in the face of whatever experience we share.
Whether you believe or not, if you are a Ron Paul supporter, you may wanna focus on Isaac dissipating instead of believing it is going to cause mayhem for the RNC, especially if there really are going to be 100,000 strong in support of political change, world peace, and transparent government.
Just a thought.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Memory of Birth?
It couldn't have been a dream, as I do not recall awakening from the experience I am about to describe.
The Setting
Only recently have I come to know how to appropriately describe the scene I found myself in. Through the Thrive movie and subsequent movement, Marko Rodin and his team's discoveries in vortex based mathematics, and a litany of other artistic renderings and sources, I am able to convey an exact visual of the place in which memory began.
I inhabited a torus similar to the image below.
There were slight differences. I was aware of no color, mostly shades of gray. The floating area in the center of the picture above resembled a castle, rock or crystalline perhaps, much like this:
The Setting
Only recently have I come to know how to appropriately describe the scene I found myself in. Through the Thrive movie and subsequent movement, Marko Rodin and his team's discoveries in vortex based mathematics, and a litany of other artistic renderings and sources, I am able to convey an exact visual of the place in which memory began.
I inhabited a torus similar to the image below.
There were slight differences. I was aware of no color, mostly shades of gray. The floating area in the center of the picture above resembled a castle, rock or crystalline perhaps, much like this:
If you can image the bottom portion being mirrored, inverted, and placed where the buildings are, you would have the exact layout of this realm. Further imagine a toroidal funnel extending above and below that terminate into black holes at both ends (literally, but without any massive gravitational force attributes).
I was navigating that funnel, at least, the rim of it, seeking a bridge or a way to cross to the rock (crystal?) palace.
I had an awareness of only my hands and feet, my feet seeking purchase with each step as my hands floundered in darkness.
I was not aware of any particular emotion. A pervasive sense of calm closed around me and settled within.
I could not see any sign of a way across. How desperately I wanted to be there on that floating palace. The funnel below beckoned.
At the end of this memory, courage rose within, the first sign of emotion thus far. I understood that I must endure the darkness in order to reach my destination. How I long to be there, wherever there is.
Here, I Am.
Was it my birth that I recall? Have I some knowledge of the place before here? All I know is that I chose to dive headfirst into the black void and my next memory was a car dealership and a cowboy. My mother informs me that it was a Subaru dealership, she was holding me, my family was buying a car from a dealership in Texas, thus the cowboy and accompanying hat (which is all I really recall of that, my second memory).
There were one or two episodes of lucid moments of hovering above my bed as a child. I was paralyzed otherwise, but there was a definite sensation of me being inches from the ceiling. Could I have been abducted?
Does This Resonate?
In light of the current times and with the Internet abuzz with astounding information, I've decided to post this blog in hopes of discovering if others are familiar with the place I speak of, either through personal experience, mystery teachings, channelled info, or otherwise.
I am leaving my mind open to any and all suggestions. Whatever resonates, well...
Other Memories (Dreams?)
Another childhood feature was an 'imaginary friend' named Jimmy. Did I see dead people, or perhaps other dimensional beings as a child? I have no first hand memory of any of the experiences that my mother assures me occurred. I have an out of body type memory of the last time I was with Jimmy. It is rather weird to describe. I'll admit, it is a little Twilight Zone-y.
There were at least two iterations of me. One in the seat in the car I was getting into already, looking at another me getting into the car who was looking back for Jimmy, or maybe another iteration of me. I was aware of the me perspective of the seated version of myself with a memory of looking back for Jimmy (myself?) and not seeing him (me?) anymore.
Perhaps at that moment my contact with Source was veiled.
Enough of My Babble
At any rate, I do have the aforementioned memories and feel that if I were to somehow understand these and others, I may be equipped to serve Humanity in the capacity I feel I may be capable of.
I realize a suspension of disbelief is needed when evoking an open mind. I am uncertain of what I may conjure in this, my pursuit of Truth and Knowledge. I welcome any explanations that arrive. Resonance will guide me to Truth. Of that, I Am certain.
- JBiZ!
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